||[Oct. 23rd, 2006|02:46 pm]
This Is So Messed Up
So basically all of my shit has been taken from me. I should be in class right now but I am too upset to deal with that bullshit. My brand new andy warhole banana bag with my 200 dollar accounting book, my global issues book, my notebook and all of my syllabi/notes/past homeworks has just been ripped off from me. I had nothing to do in my spare time so i took my shit and went browsing in the bookstore. I wasn't there more than a few minutes but when i went back the little cubby area that i had dropped it off was bagless. somebody in that short period of time manage to rip me off. and I know when they realize there is nothing of value there, they will just throw the whole mess away. Everything but the text probably.
Its well past the middle of the semester and I am not in a very good position to just go and buy myself a new accounting book but I guess I have no other options. This isn't how I wanted to spend my security deposite check that I just got today. What keeps making me cry is that all my hard work at trying to stay organized is gone, and the papers I was going to use to try and desperately pass my accounting exam. And the book that I needed to use for homework too...I don't know what to do. I hate this stupid fucking ghetto school, I want to go home. Even back in shitty home my stuff would probably get stolen but I wouldn't feel even more alienated. Seriously...what am I supposed to do. I loved that bag...fuckers.