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(no subject) [Jan. 1st, 2006|09:15 pm]
This Is So Messed Up
new year. its started off on a slightly less successful foot than last new years. but...i have my darling and some friends and what could be concidered jobs, and a family that spends a lot of its time down, and i feel helpless but i still love them.
and maybe my resolution should be to just love fucking life, because i have it, its precious, and i am the master of my own destiny. amen.
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2005-core [Dec. 23rd, 2005|04:54 pm]
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1. Did you have a New Year's resolution this year?: I don't think so?
2. Who kissed you at midnight?: sasha
3. Does it snow where you live?: Yes yes, just not when it's supposed to!
4. Do you like hot chocolate?: Love love love
5. Have you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop?: No, it might be fun


1. Who was your Valentine in 2005?: Ryan French <3
2. What did your Valentine get you?: russian chocolates and a perfect rose
3. When you were little, did you buy Valentines for your whole class?: Well, technically my parents did. to put in "cubbies" :)


1. Are you Irish?: Nope
2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day?: On occasion
3. What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2005?: Made cookies for ryan's friends, and cleaned up his apartment when he went overboard. hehe


1. Do you like the rain?: No, it depresses me
2. Did you play an April Fool's joke on anyone this year?: Nah
3. Do you get tons of candy on Easter?: this is a random question. not tons by any means.


1. What's your favorite kind of flower?: I don't have one
3. Do you like the spring?: When it isn't raining
4. Finish the phrase: April showers bring may flowers, what do May flowers bring?: allergies?
5. What would you think of as a spring color?: pastels


1. What year did you graduate from school?: 2004! woot woot
2. Did you go on any vacations last June?: Um...i don't think so, but i did celebrate my birthday! weeee


1. What did you do on the 4th of July?: watched fireworks with my roomie at the top of summit ave. (my boy was in cali)
2. What about on July 12th?: Uhh...I think i was road-tripping with ritzo
3. Do you go on any vacations during this month?: Yeah, the family hit up NC and it was an awesome time partying with the extended family.


1. Did you do anything special to end off your summer?: umm... no?
2. What was your favorite summer memory of '05?: NC definately rocked
3. Do you go swimming a lot in the summer?: Only when i was on vacation
4. Do you go to the beach a lot?: no, i'd like to go more often


1. Did you attend school/college in '05?: Yeah, newbury college, brookline MA
2. Who is/was your favorite teacher?: I thought breen was a very good history teacher, and i think that we all agree Debbie Mael rocks english!
3. Do you like fall better than summer?: Yes, as far as weather goes


1. What was your favorite Halloween costume ever?: i like my treasure troll outfit (i wore it several times when i was young)
2. What's your favorite candy?: REESES!!!!
3. What did you dress up like this year?: I was just me, carving punkins with my punkin


1. Whose house do you usually go to for Thanksgiving?: Usually my own home, although its been at my aunts before
2. Do you like stuffing?: more than life itself
3. What are you thankful for?: all of the opportunities that i have been afforded, my supportive family and friends that stick by me, and of course my ryan, who completes me entirely!


1. Do you celebrate Christmas?: yeah

2. Have you ever been kissed under mistletoe?: no...

3. What do you want this year for Christmas?: games to feed my ds!

4. What's the best present you ever got for Christmas?: well, i think that when i got my n64 i pissed my pants, but i have gotten a lot of great gifts

5. Do you like cold weather?: more than extreme heat

6. How would you rate your '05 from 1 - 10?: maybe a 7.5? only because i know that there are better things to come, and i need to leave a lot of room before i hit 10. :)
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(no subject) [Oct. 26th, 2005|12:05 pm]
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The Maid of Honor
Deliberate Gentle Love Master (DGLMf)

Appreciated for your kindness and envied for all your experience, you are The Maid of Honor.

Charismatic, affectionate, and terrific in relationships, you are what many guys would call a "perfect catch"--and you probably have many admirers, each wishing to capture your long-term love. You're careful, extra careful, because the last thing you want is to hurt anyone. Especially some poor boy whose only crime was liking you.

Your exact opposite:

Random Brutal Sex Dreamer
We've deduced you're fully capable of a dirty fling, but you do feel that post-coital attachment after hooking up. So, conscientious person that you are, you do your best to reserve physical affection for those you respect...so you can respect yourself.

Your biggest negative is the byproduct of your careful nature: indecision. You're just as slow rejecting someone as you are accepting them.

ALWAYS AVOID: The False Messiah, The 5-Night Stand, The Vapor Trail, The Bachelor

CONSIDER: The Gentleman, someone just like you.

Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
My profile name: TypicalSarcasm
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Come on, do it. pweeeeeese [Oct. 6th, 2005|10:21 am]
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"If you read this, even if we do not speak often, comment with one memory of me. It can be anything you want, good or bad. Just as long as it happened. Then post this on your livejournal. See what other people remember about you."
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(no subject) [Aug. 12th, 2005|05:22 pm]
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PS>> my dad making me a rootbeer float=priceless!
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(no subject) [Jul. 3rd, 2005|05:50 pm]
This Is So Messed Up
[Current Mood |bouncystrangely happy]

sooo.. im alone for a few hours again. work was work...i am cashier of the year along with dan vera. this means that the day after i get back from NC the two of us, and the two managers have to go to bighton to "compete." thats right folks, there is actually a competition for bagging and cashiering. steve told me that it is mostly who can kiss ass the best. if i have a lot of coffee in my system, then that could be me. of course i will have forgotten a plu code or too by the time i get back. its all good, as long as we dont come in last again this year then the managers will be happy.
in more toasty news...i just bought a toaster! ryan and i have been toasting our bagels in the oven for far too long now. i even remembered my bed bath and beyond coupon. i got to experience a wave of redsocks fan all around the T on both sides. when i first got off they nearly ran me down trying to get on. the lines were atrocious outbound too. sucks that the closest bb+b is in fenway. ahhhh well.
im really jazzed that miss ritzo is coming down friday and hopefully spending a little time with me here in beantown before we jet to jersey. gooood times!
oh, and i miss my love. i hope that he is having a good time in california. he sounded completely jet lagged in the message that he left late last night.
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(no subject) [May. 21st, 2005|02:07 pm]
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[Current Mood |lovedRyan is my Babe-eh]

I've a new userpic in celebration of the fact that Ryan and I finally took a good picture together! a special thanks to sarah, whos excellent photography that was.
um, work time i suppose. I'll recap the pointless later on.
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(no subject) [Apr. 29th, 2005|12:08 am]
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Your Birthdate: June 12

Being born on the 12th day of the month (3 energy) is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life.

The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental.

There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, sometimes "couldn't care less" attitude.

You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression.

Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing.

You are energetic and always a good conversationalist.

You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters.

Your mind is practical and rational despite this tendency to jump about.

You are affectionate and loving - but very sensitive.

You are subject to rapid ups and downs.

~ 51% Water ~ 77% Wind ~ 59% Earth ~ 66% Fire ~
Change the street change the decade

Still the longing's left inside...

Your colours are the light blue of the sky and its exact opposite, the
fiery crimson. You are likely energetic, ambitious, inquisitive and
honest. However, you may sometimes appear insensitive or restless. You
could try wearing a Jasper that inspires compassion and tranquillity, or a Peridot that relives irritation and inspires comfort and thus bring you a bit closer to harmony.

In detail:

Your Ground Chakra, which is associated with the element of fire and represents our basic desires and driving force, and your Throat Chakra, which is associated with the element of wind and represents our desire to learn and communicate, are predominant.

Your Creative Chakra, which is associated with the element of earth and represents our need to preserve and grow, and your Heart Chakra, which is associated with the element of water and represents our sense of love and compassion are not quite as prominent.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 28% on water
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You scored higher than 80% on wind
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You scored higher than 51% on earth
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You scored higher than 51% on fire
Link: The Elemental Balance Test written by Nitsuki on OkCupid Free Online Dating
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the one thats i feel are most important to my life, or fit the best are bold [Apr. 27th, 2005|03:31 pm]
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[x] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I love Disney Movies.
[x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes
[] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse regularly.
[ ] I paid for that cell phone ring.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam.
[x] Ibake well.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[x] I have a job.
[ ] I love Martha Stewart.
[x] I am in love with love
[ ] I am guilty oF tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self conscious.
[x] I like to laugh.
[ ] I smoke a pack a day.
[ ] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower.
[ ] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I've been out of this country.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] i am really ticklish.
[ ] I see a therapist.
[x] I love chocolate
[x] i bite my nails.
[x] I am comfortable with being me.
[x] I play video games.
[x] Gotten lost in my city.
[x] Saw a shooting star
[ ] Been to any other countries besides the united states
[ ] Had a serious Surgery
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[x] Kissed a Stranger
[x] Hugged a stranger
[] Been in a fist fight
[ ] Been arrested
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] Made out in an elevator
[x] Swore at your parents
[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts
[x] Been close to love
[x] Been to a casino
[ ] Been skydiving
[ ] Broken a bone
[x] Skipped school
[x] Flashed someone
[x] Saw a therapist
[x] Played spin the bottle
[ ] Gotten stitches
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[x] Bitten somebody
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[ ] Crashed into a friend's car
[ ] Been to Japan
[x] Ridden in a taxi
[ ] Shoplifted
[ ] Been fired
[x] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
[x] Stole something from your job
[x] Gone on a blind date
[x] Lied to a friend
[x] Had a crush on a teacher
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans
[ ] Been to Europe
[ ] Slept with a co-worker
[ ] Been married
[ ] Gotten divorced
[ ] Had children
[ ] Saw someone dying
[ ] Been to Africa
[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[ ] Been to Canada
[ ] Been to Mexico
[x] Been on a plane
[x] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[ ] Thrown up in a bar
[x]Eaten Sushi
[ ] Been snowboarding
[x] Been Skiing
[x] Met someone in person from the internet**** <3 <3 <3
[ ] Been to a moto cross show
[ ] Lost a child
[x] Gone to college
[ ] Graduated college
[ ] Done hard drugs
[ ] Taken painkillers
[ ] Had someone cheat on you
[x] Miss someone right now
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(no subject) [Mar. 30th, 2005|05:01 pm]
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i feel bodily disgusting, but it is a gorgeous day. i have to work. SO MUCH OF THE SAME OLD SHIT.
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